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I still miss you Aj...
Its been 3 - 4 months and the very full name of you causes me heartache. I wish I could have been there, did something/anything to either have joined you or stopped you. I already have a foot in the damn grave with diabetes and how ive never given a fuck to take care of myself. And then.... now I just want to be gone. I always was somewhat happy to wake up an hope to chat again but it'll never happen now. ima need some alchohol this weekend to celebrate your birthday... I should talk to our wargamer in seeing about bringing your Husband with us on a visit. It wouldnt be fair in my heart to go visit you and not openly invite the one light in your life that turned you around and made you such a titan than you were back in highschool. You were the most set and most willing to learn... even our old friend body bag guy misses ya and was shocked... and he and I dropped off the grid. You don't know just how much you fucking saved me back then Aj. You knew my bitch of a stepmom wasnt a good
Do yourselves a favor, please
Remember to check up on your friend's guys. Even normally out of reach ones. You never know when... something might happen and by the time you find out... you can't do anything about it. I need to get better at that... and now...? I've lost a highschool friend who lightly putting it, molded me into the guy I am. From video games to dnd, to general story prompts and my desire to be a writer... That man is gone now. And I can't feel anything but heartache and pain right now. I don't even know what drove that wonderful and eye-opener man to do what he did... But a part of me believes I could have possibly saved him... if I just fucking talked to him at least once or twice over the past 3 years.... now II can't stop blaming myself. I shouldn't but I can't help that part of me. So much I want to know of this situation yet all I got was a simple "body and gun found on a trail near his home" I will find a way to honor his memory. I wish i coulda talked to him to just see what pain he held
Early Easter greetings and wishes
Wishlist includes: EVERYONE BE FUCKING HEALTHY AND HAPPY. YES YOU. ALL OF YOU. STAY HEALTHY DAMNIT. AND BE HAPPY WITH THE FAMILIES. YES EVEN IF THEY PISS YA OFF.
CAUSE THEN YA'LL CAN VENT ABOUT THE BULLSHIT HERE
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*finger guns way off stage*
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I'M SORRY I'M SO LATE